xander dies and the girls brings him back to life

Hi i'm looking for a fic that i think i've read it on spander files and unfortunately all i can remember are the following:-

-I think i might be an Angel/xander fic.

-Xander dies and the girls (buffy,willow and anya) bring him back to life by a spell, when he didn't get out from the grave they thought the spell didn't work and left, but it did work.

-I think it was 2 weeks of his death or his memorial i don't can't remember, spike who was visiting xander ( i think he was thinking that he was supposed to protect him) saw the girls leaving and they've hinted that the spell didn't work , upon hearing this he ran to xans grave but he didn't get there in time to xanders awakening and he got him out from the coffin.

-Xan can't look in the girls eyes, and the girls didn't feel remorse for what they've done except for anya, who left town.

-Giles and ethan went back to being lovers, they're and spike are the only ones xanders talks/deals with.

-Giles wanted a book from LA ,xan and spike went to get it, i think dawn went with them.

-Cordy and Angel were bugging xander making dawn and spike to snarl at them and saying that they didn't come to xanders ceremony but they didn't know he died, and that he was suicidal and needs someone to be with him to stop him from killing himself.

I'm sorry i know this isn't much but i hope anyone can reconginze it.