It was a Spike and Xander centered fic. Xander and Spike go through the usual bumps and bruises to find true love with one another. No one believes them, etc. At some point Xander has some kind of power where he can see the light that everyone has and how they are all connected to one another. Xander can feel everyone's feelings or something and at one point he hits Buffy with his love for Spike and Spike's love for him and she whispers to Willow afterwards that she had an orgasm 'cause it was so completely beautiful and sexy. Please please help me find it. Can't remember the author, title or anything. Any help greatly appreciated.
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