I'm really hoping someone will recognize this fic from the little I remember
Xander approaches Spike, I cant remember exactly but I think Xander wants some type of BDSM relationship with Spike. If I'm remembering correctly Xander has never done any of this before and Spike is skeptical over Xander wanting him. So the part I do remember the most.... Spike (thinking Xander just wants to get experience being tied ect.) takes him to a sex club, ties him up, and then lets a demon into the room to introduce Xander to kink. Xander goes along with it at first because he thinks it is what Spike wants, but he ends up freaking out and calling out for Spike. Spike realizes that Xander really only wants him and.... happy ending.
I know I dont remember much at all and its killing me that I cant find this fic again. Please and Thanks to anyone who knows it!!
Xander approaches Spike, I cant remember exactly but I think Xander wants some type of BDSM relationship with Spike. If I'm remembering correctly Xander has never done any of this before and Spike is skeptical over Xander wanting him. So the part I do remember the most.... Spike (thinking Xander just wants to get experience being tied ect.) takes him to a sex club, ties him up, and then lets a demon into the room to introduce Xander to kink. Xander goes along with it at first because he thinks it is what Spike wants, but he ends up freaking out and calling out for Spike. Spike realizes that Xander really only wants him and.... happy ending.
I know I dont remember much at all and its killing me that I cant find this fic again. Please and Thanks to anyone who knows it!!